If this is the right decision

cWhy the sense of derision
Why the feeling of lost impression
Why the want for past compassion
Why the desire to feel as though I was uninspired
What is the gap
The feeling of a limb unattached
Questions may never end
Truth will always stand
I felt better the moment I made the decision
The reasons and feelings are not clear now
But the feeling and knowing of betterment to self
Are noticeable and audible to my senses and heart
As bad as I feel
Underneath lies a sense of zeal
Right or wrong I do not know
Time will tell
Decision made
Betterment on its way