One-fourth of the moon was hidden behind the shadows tonight
It was as if a blanket of comfort had left my site
I questioned whether it was me that was unworthy of its light
I wondered why or how this happened, what brought on the plight
I felt sorrow for the others who are also without the light
I stared off into the night, looking for the shadow moon, out of site
Absent
I look up to the stars and their minuscule glittering of the sky
I see their design, their presence, their heir
I feel their warmth, their friendship, their light, their glow
I recognize the bear, the hunter, the dipper, the arrow, the bow
I follow the star, north to my home ever so slow
Transfixed on the beauty of the dancing heavenly beings
Entertaining, leading, playing, bringing me home to their transcending
I return home with the feeling of no longer being alone
I look out my window and see the moon
Three-fourths glowing beyond the light in the room
One-fourth forgotten in the light, bonding with the glitter in the sky
One-fourth remembered when the shadow disappears and I see
The light as a whole, the lessons, the roles, the fun and the holds
I looked out my window and realized
Light can be found without looking
Just seeing and
Believing in the light of heavenly beings
Friday, June 20, 2008
Reciprocity
How far must one reach to touch another's heart?
How close do we let others come to touching our own heart?
There is no distance in touch when our heart is open.
How close do we let others come to touching our own heart?
There is no distance in touch when our heart is open.
In one
There are few beauties as good, pure and with the strength to endure
There are few lights as radiant, winsome, and bright as that found in your eyes
There are few colors, poems, hymns or rhymes
that can explain 1/10 of your spiritual design
There are few as tall and as grand in life's wonderful stand
There are few living, breathing, thriving beings
as alive and irrefragable in their seeing
There are many who live their lives seeking the truth and light within your eyes
There are many who see your brightness and glory,
they change their lives having seen according
There are many on earth but only one you
Only one with a value so true
Only one with a heart so pure
Only one with a beauty as radiant to endure
Only one
Only you.
There are few lights as radiant, winsome, and bright as that found in your eyes
There are few colors, poems, hymns or rhymes
that can explain 1/10 of your spiritual design
There are few as tall and as grand in life's wonderful stand
There are few living, breathing, thriving beings
as alive and irrefragable in their seeing
There are many who live their lives seeking the truth and light within your eyes
There are many who see your brightness and glory,
they change their lives having seen according
There are many on earth but only one you
Only one with a value so true
Only one with a heart so pure
Only one with a beauty as radiant to endure
Only one
Only you.
Objet Trouve
Mystery, exotic, my objet trouve yet unobtained, not even named
With eyes that never end and spirit that loves to stand
The questions and troubles that exist beyond the obvious, I want to assist
The fire that burns within, I want to kindle and show the heat of its eternal flame
The greatness and beauty of your being, are a simple inkling of the whole
The beating of your heart is the palpitation of my breath, unrest, peace, blessed
Of the many destination I have been, there is yet a place I would rather embrace
Your arms, your heart, your body, your soul, in love, or in fulfilling questions above
With eyes that never end and spirit that loves to stand
The questions and troubles that exist beyond the obvious, I want to assist
The fire that burns within, I want to kindle and show the heat of its eternal flame
The greatness and beauty of your being, are a simple inkling of the whole
The beating of your heart is the palpitation of my breath, unrest, peace, blessed
Of the many destination I have been, there is yet a place I would rather embrace
Your arms, your heart, your body, your soul, in love, or in fulfilling questions above
Gold
Do they hate me
Do they think of me as one of the others
Do they get angry thinking of my quandary
Do they speak of me as a profanity
Do they see me as a walking insanity
Do they remember the wonderful nights
Do they feel an absence in their heart
Do they ever dream or wish for old times
Do they consider the good things we made
Do they feel better because of the experiences I gave
Do they matter now that I have moved on to making myself better?
Emphatically...YES!
Whether they selected the best or opted for the rest
Determines the value of their relationship
I have a pot of gold
Each relationship I dearly hold
Do they think of me as one of the others
Do they get angry thinking of my quandary
Do they speak of me as a profanity
Do they see me as a walking insanity
Do they remember the wonderful nights
Do they feel an absence in their heart
Do they ever dream or wish for old times
Do they consider the good things we made
Do they feel better because of the experiences I gave
Do they matter now that I have moved on to making myself better?
Emphatically...YES!
Whether they selected the best or opted for the rest
Determines the value of their relationship
I have a pot of gold
Each relationship I dearly hold
Questioning
How does love begin?
Does it ever end?
What is it that I feel?
Is it real?
Why can I not succeed? (in the only thing left I need to proceed)
Did I work this hard, sacrifice so much, avoid the appearance, for this?
Can I be me without hurting the two I aspire to please?
Is this meant to be?
What happened to "love is blind?"
Am I missing something, why can I not see what they see?
Do I want to, or do I want to stay in the world of learned naiveté?
Have I become weak?
Did I lose my self-esteem?
Why can I succeed at everything else with which I believe?
Do I believe?
Does she believe in me?
Why is it so hard to prove that I would never mock or hurt?
Do I love her?
Beyond belief!
Does it ever end?
What is it that I feel?
Is it real?
Why can I not succeed? (in the only thing left I need to proceed)
Did I work this hard, sacrifice so much, avoid the appearance, for this?
Can I be me without hurting the two I aspire to please?
Is this meant to be?
What happened to "love is blind?"
Am I missing something, why can I not see what they see?
Do I want to, or do I want to stay in the world of learned naiveté?
Have I become weak?
Did I lose my self-esteem?
Why can I succeed at everything else with which I believe?
Do I believe?
Does she believe in me?
Why is it so hard to prove that I would never mock or hurt?
Do I love her?
Beyond belief!
Vs.
There is a great appeal
Freedom and feeling of zeal
Control and stability
Unquestionable truth and reality
There is a greater destiny
Those that give up and receive
The blessings of sharing
All that you believe
Caring
Freedom and feeling of zeal
Control and stability
Unquestionable truth and reality
There is a greater destiny
Those that give up and receive
The blessings of sharing
All that you believe
Caring
Absent
Anything for you
There is nothing I wouldn't do.
There is nothing I wouldn't give.
There is no measure for the desire I have to help you inspire.
There is no treasure I would not die to discover for your pleasure.
There is no level of pain I would not sustain to protect you.
There is nothing I would not do to obtain love from you.
There is nothing more sorrowful and blue than the time when your heart is absent from my view
There is nothing I wouldn't do.
There is nothing I wouldn't give.
There is no measure for the desire I have to help you inspire.
There is no treasure I would not die to discover for your pleasure.
There is no level of pain I would not sustain to protect you.
There is nothing I would not do to obtain love from you.
There is nothing more sorrowful and blue than the time when your heart is absent from my view
Impossibility
How do you describe blue?
How do you explain the smell of rain?
How do you elaborate on the felling of rose petals against your nose or between your toes?
How do you verbalize the sounds of birds in the spring sun's eyes?
How do you say the power and glory of a rising tide and setting sun on a sandy beach in a summer’s night?
How do you describe the warm drops of rain in a mid summers day?
How do you explain the many things that make life a treasure to obtain?
How do I say I love you in a way that compares to my heart?
I Love you!
How do you explain the smell of rain?
How do you elaborate on the felling of rose petals against your nose or between your toes?
How do you verbalize the sounds of birds in the spring sun's eyes?
How do you say the power and glory of a rising tide and setting sun on a sandy beach in a summer’s night?
How do you describe the warm drops of rain in a mid summers day?
How do you explain the many things that make life a treasure to obtain?
How do I say I love you in a way that compares to my heart?
I Love you!
Missing
I see
The need for understanding
The fear of over demanding
Questions commanding
Why the unworthy standing?
Will love remain standing?
Will he respect?
Will he believe?
Will he have faith in me to succeed?
Will he raise hand in fist, or out to help stand?
Will he resist my need to assist?
Will he put forth an effort in my growth?
Will he have money to provide and thrive?
Will he be honest in every day life?
Will he love, cherish and hold me, in hot and cold?
Will he treat loved ones as one of his own?
Will he revert to his father’s ways?
Will he be faithful no matter what we go through?
Will he understand the past I have been through?
Will he see and believe in my dreams and esteems?
Will he enjoy the hobbies I love?
Will he respect the people and things I hold close to my heart?
Will he adore, look forward to and explore the love I hold tight?
Will he know when to take a stand and where to turn over the other hand?
Will he honor his promises, vows and covenants?
Will he be an example, ensample and forefather of lessons grand and infinitesimal?
Will he know when to speak and to hold?
Will he see when I need a minute or three?
Will he be the comfort, blanket, and warmth I occasionally seek?
Will he stand up and stay steadfast in his beliefs?
Will he give when I need?
Will he take what I give?
Will he, will he, will he...
Be everything I need and want him to be?
The need for understanding
The fear of over demanding
Questions commanding
Why the unworthy standing?
Will love remain standing?
Will he respect?
Will he believe?
Will he have faith in me to succeed?
Will he raise hand in fist, or out to help stand?
Will he resist my need to assist?
Will he put forth an effort in my growth?
Will he have money to provide and thrive?
Will he be honest in every day life?
Will he love, cherish and hold me, in hot and cold?
Will he treat loved ones as one of his own?
Will he revert to his father’s ways?
Will he be faithful no matter what we go through?
Will he understand the past I have been through?
Will he see and believe in my dreams and esteems?
Will he enjoy the hobbies I love?
Will he respect the people and things I hold close to my heart?
Will he adore, look forward to and explore the love I hold tight?
Will he know when to take a stand and where to turn over the other hand?
Will he honor his promises, vows and covenants?
Will he be an example, ensample and forefather of lessons grand and infinitesimal?
Will he know when to speak and to hold?
Will he see when I need a minute or three?
Will he be the comfort, blanket, and warmth I occasionally seek?
Will he stand up and stay steadfast in his beliefs?
Will he give when I need?
Will he take what I give?
Will he, will he, will he...
Be everything I need and want him to be?
Vow
Love is the desires of my heart
The yearning of my soul and the blessing of my work to stay good and whole
The feelings of freedom
The touch of the kingdom
The sensation of perfection in all aspects of life and its direction
The slightest touch
The simple breath
The sounds, music coming from your mouth
The foundation, formation and exaltation of every waking thought
Woven with the things you have taught
The soft, subtle sun in it’s waking glorious run
The setting sun as it lay its glorious being to rest for the evening
The bind that holds through every earthly fold
Through pain and through strife
Through weight and through height
Through sorrow and through suffering
Through life’s little catastrophes
For better and for worse
Through sickness and health
For richer or for poorer
Through wheelchair or looks of less than fair
I LOVE YOU
The yearning of my soul and the blessing of my work to stay good and whole
The feelings of freedom
The touch of the kingdom
The sensation of perfection in all aspects of life and its direction
The slightest touch
The simple breath
The sounds, music coming from your mouth
The foundation, formation and exaltation of every waking thought
Woven with the things you have taught
The soft, subtle sun in it’s waking glorious run
The setting sun as it lay its glorious being to rest for the evening
The bind that holds through every earthly fold
Through pain and through strife
Through weight and through height
Through sorrow and through suffering
Through life’s little catastrophes
For better and for worse
Through sickness and health
For richer or for poorer
Through wheelchair or looks of less than fair
I LOVE YOU
Millennial
Has there ever been a woman so grand and magnificent?
Has there ever been a beauty so simple and eloquent?
Has there ever been a heart so pure and magnificent?
Has there ever been an example so good and benevolent?
Has there ever been a touch so soft and omnipotent?
Has there ever been a voice so subtle and intelligent?
Has there ever been a body so delicate and compliment?
Has there ever been a mind so sharp and intent?
Has there ever been eyes so clear and without end?
Has there ever been a soul so clean and illuminate?
Has there ever been a dream so real as your being?
Has there ever been a beauty so simple and eloquent?
Has there ever been a heart so pure and magnificent?
Has there ever been an example so good and benevolent?
Has there ever been a touch so soft and omnipotent?
Has there ever been a voice so subtle and intelligent?
Has there ever been a body so delicate and compliment?
Has there ever been a mind so sharp and intent?
Has there ever been eyes so clear and without end?
Has there ever been a soul so clean and illuminate?
Has there ever been a dream so real as your being?
Shortcomings
I wish with my heart,
I could say the words that so closely come out of my mouth.
I wish more than life,
The expression I hold within my eyes could pour out and
Become a part of your life.
I wish more than anything,
I had the strength and understanding to
Take on my back the burdens that slow your forward attack.
I wish with all of my gifts,
That I was good enough to be your
Next, your last, and your never-ending looking glass.
I wish without doubt, that
I could be yours for time and throughout.
I could say the words that so closely come out of my mouth.
I wish more than life,
The expression I hold within my eyes could pour out and
Become a part of your life.
I wish more than anything,
I had the strength and understanding to
Take on my back the burdens that slow your forward attack.
I wish with all of my gifts,
That I was good enough to be your
Next, your last, and your never-ending looking glass.
I wish without doubt, that
I could be yours for time and throughout.
I see in you
,I see in you
I see in you the reality of my dream.
I see in you the embryo of a heavenly being.
I see in you a heart of passion and gold.
I see in you many stories untold.
I see in you a fear of those things forgiveness has consoled.
I see in you a wall built to protect an, oh so precious heart.
I see in you the tranquillity of a not so distant being.
I see in you the matriarch of a heaven bound progeny.
I see in you the example of celestial entities.
I see in you a forgiving and forgiven history.
I see in you the spirit of the truly living.
I see in you a wisdom of experience, touched by books and their deliverance.
I see in you the comfort of a security blanket.
I see in you the caring of a tear-ridden teddy bear.
I see in you the emotions of a caged mountain lion in err.
I see in you every thing a perfect being can bring.
I see in you eternity.
I see in you the reality of my dream.
I see in you the embryo of a heavenly being.
I see in you a heart of passion and gold.
I see in you many stories untold.
I see in you a fear of those things forgiveness has consoled.
I see in you a wall built to protect an, oh so precious heart.
I see in you the tranquillity of a not so distant being.
I see in you the matriarch of a heaven bound progeny.
I see in you the example of celestial entities.
I see in you a forgiving and forgiven history.
I see in you the spirit of the truly living.
I see in you a wisdom of experience, touched by books and their deliverance.
I see in you the comfort of a security blanket.
I see in you the caring of a tear-ridden teddy bear.
I see in you the emotions of a caged mountain lion in err.
I see in you every thing a perfect being can bring.
I see in you eternity.
When?
One day she will see...
I live my life in hopes of WE
The air I breathe, the food I eat, water I drink, work I do, and sleep I ensue
Are all in hope of one day becoming a part of the companionship I see in
Her vision of Eternity
I live my life in hopes of WE
The air I breathe, the food I eat, water I drink, work I do, and sleep I ensue
Are all in hope of one day becoming a part of the companionship I see in
Her vision of Eternity
Make up
Beauty for all will one day be only skin deep
The beauty you hold is multiplied three fold
The Eternity’s lie behind your pure-blue sky-lit eyes
This beauty never dies, for in it are viewed the heart and soul of your many lives
A heart of gold, a beauty worth more than any scale can hold
Underneath a protective sheath resides a woman of great mystique
A rarity in life, because of the magnificence that you hide
A mystery to me, a treasure I see, for the man who will hold you for time and eternity
Integrity I see, A troubled time in building, but now a steadfast mountain
The angels are your peers, for underneath a thin exterior pushes forth a
Personage so Pure
Not only in your countenance, but all you do and say resonates your
Heavenly resemblance
Many are given a blessing from our heavenly home
You have been honored with Four and their fold
Three never ending and one mortally pending
Three listed above and one heavenly sent, with a glance at any surface reflecting
your unearthly magnificence
The beauty you hold is multiplied three fold
The Eternity’s lie behind your pure-blue sky-lit eyes
This beauty never dies, for in it are viewed the heart and soul of your many lives
A heart of gold, a beauty worth more than any scale can hold
Underneath a protective sheath resides a woman of great mystique
A rarity in life, because of the magnificence that you hide
A mystery to me, a treasure I see, for the man who will hold you for time and eternity
Integrity I see, A troubled time in building, but now a steadfast mountain
The angels are your peers, for underneath a thin exterior pushes forth a
Personage so Pure
Not only in your countenance, but all you do and say resonates your
Heavenly resemblance
Many are given a blessing from our heavenly home
You have been honored with Four and their fold
Three never ending and one mortally pending
Three listed above and one heavenly sent, with a glance at any surface reflecting
your unearthly magnificence
Adessa
Clarity is what I see
Serenity, a distant lake, calm tranquillity
Curiosity of the known, viverance for the unknown
Love of life seen through shades of slightly tinted foresight
Honor, Trust and respect, the fortitude of an angels step
Ability to be, well beyond what the true beauty sees
Simplicity in things of learning, complexity in yearning
Wild side apparent, a deep, undying-love and honor transparent
As a child, only in the sense of honesty and sincerity
Adolescent in the means of self-fulfilling accomplishment
From head to toe travels an energy that very few know
Energy known as Karma or soul but honesty says a heart of gold
Serenity, a distant lake, calm tranquillity
Curiosity of the known, viverance for the unknown
Love of life seen through shades of slightly tinted foresight
Honor, Trust and respect, the fortitude of an angels step
Ability to be, well beyond what the true beauty sees
Simplicity in things of learning, complexity in yearning
Wild side apparent, a deep, undying-love and honor transparent
As a child, only in the sense of honesty and sincerity
Adolescent in the means of self-fulfilling accomplishment
From head to toe travels an energy that very few know
Energy known as Karma or soul but honesty says a heart of gold
On the wall
Many marriages are broken in the mirror.
Many mirrors are cleansed and clarified in marriage.
Many mirrors are cleansed and clarified in marriage.
Fragile
One word is all it takes.
The heart breaks.
The love for life deteriorates,
A need for others is negate.
The passion for helping is changed to a need for embrace.
Your soul slams shut to any and all who try to touch.
The vision to see is blurred and taken out of 3-D.
A cardiac suppression takes place, bruising corridors of trust and faith.
Honor is gone, for they have stolen, wounded and run.
Healing can kill, you must analyze your life, your mind, your zeal.
Breaks the heart can take are few and painful in any state.
The heart breaks.
The love for life deteriorates,
A need for others is negate.
The passion for helping is changed to a need for embrace.
Your soul slams shut to any and all who try to touch.
The vision to see is blurred and taken out of 3-D.
A cardiac suppression takes place, bruising corridors of trust and faith.
Honor is gone, for they have stolen, wounded and run.
Healing can kill, you must analyze your life, your mind, your zeal.
Breaks the heart can take are few and painful in any state.
Astronomy
Look in your eyes...
Through the fog in your eyes, the smog that covers your cries.
Through the tears of the lives, the lives you comprise.
Look in your eyes...
I see a life of broken ties, a life of unexpected lies,
I see a person disenchanted with physical and social replies.
Look in your eyes...
I see the scars you've become accustom to hide,
I see the passion to run and to hide.
Look in your eyes...
I see the fear of failure and compromise,
I see the pain that you let crush your life.
Look Beyond your eyes...
I see the beginning of a new life, a life of veracity and skies,
I see the birth of a child innocent in all eyes.
Look beyond your eyes...
I see the fun and happiness that keeps you alive,
I see the joy and passion for life.
Look beyond your eyes...
I see the love that is buried inside,
I see the sparkle that makes life a surprise.
LOOK, LOOK, LOOK...
It is all within your eyes.
It stands out to those that have lived through the lies, the sorrows, the pains and the terrible ties. This is not to fear or despise, it is to revere and to take in stride. For those that know can see as clear as the summers sky. The potential to be great is all within your eyes. You are one that can make it if you try. Many have the sparkle but few have the radiation to shine, to burn the smog and fog that keeps you behind.
I love to look into your eyes, for therein lies the reason I am alive. I have fought the fight and with the site of your plight I am determined and recharged with energy and light. It is time to burn and to refine,
For therein lies the new beginning of a star that
WILL SHINE.
Through the fog in your eyes, the smog that covers your cries.
Through the tears of the lives, the lives you comprise.
Look in your eyes...
I see a life of broken ties, a life of unexpected lies,
I see a person disenchanted with physical and social replies.
Look in your eyes...
I see the scars you've become accustom to hide,
I see the passion to run and to hide.
Look in your eyes...
I see the fear of failure and compromise,
I see the pain that you let crush your life.
Look Beyond your eyes...
I see the beginning of a new life, a life of veracity and skies,
I see the birth of a child innocent in all eyes.
Look beyond your eyes...
I see the fun and happiness that keeps you alive,
I see the joy and passion for life.
Look beyond your eyes...
I see the love that is buried inside,
I see the sparkle that makes life a surprise.
LOOK, LOOK, LOOK...
It is all within your eyes.
It stands out to those that have lived through the lies, the sorrows, the pains and the terrible ties. This is not to fear or despise, it is to revere and to take in stride. For those that know can see as clear as the summers sky. The potential to be great is all within your eyes. You are one that can make it if you try. Many have the sparkle but few have the radiation to shine, to burn the smog and fog that keeps you behind.
I love to look into your eyes, for therein lies the reason I am alive. I have fought the fight and with the site of your plight I am determined and recharged with energy and light. It is time to burn and to refine,
For therein lies the new beginning of a star that
WILL SHINE.
Father
Living a life with love is a life to be loved
Life without love is a life to be loathed
There is always love to be received
You just have to ask the one that
Loves all those he has conceived.
Life without love is a life to be loathed
There is always love to be received
You just have to ask the one that
Loves all those he has conceived.
Reality
Life is not made for hopeless romance
Everyone looks, and desires to give or receive it...
But nobody, in their heart, has the esteem to accept and enjoy it
Everyone looks, and desires to give or receive it...
But nobody, in their heart, has the esteem to accept and enjoy it
Do you know...
Love is to look into your eyes and see a bright and glorious future
Love is to speak and be spoken to, without thought or pressure
Love is to touch your skin and be charged with energy, life and light
Love is the laughter I feel within, when you walk, speak, wake and move
Love is the life I live, for you and only you
Love is the death I feel when you are absent or angry with me
Love is how I feel when I am with you.
Love is to speak and be spoken to, without thought or pressure
Love is to touch your skin and be charged with energy, life and light
Love is the laughter I feel within, when you walk, speak, wake and move
Love is the life I live, for you and only you
Love is the death I feel when you are absent or angry with me
Love is how I feel when I am with you.
Love Drunk
Love is the unconditional feeling and emotion that overpowers your mind, site and senses until you are drunk with its sweet feeling of sobriety and completely sporadic with its loving hand of control.
Caring Business
Love is a joint venture where capitol gains are only received when synchronicity and diversity meet in a cooperative arbitration for the betterment of both parties' investment.
Beauty
Beauty is a Budding Rose
an Eagles flight
an Accelerating Cheetah
the Underwater world
the Terrestrial lighting.
"And God said, Let us make man in our image...and let them have
dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the
cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that
creepeth upon the earth." (Genesis 1:26)
"he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for
the sins of the whole world." (1 John 2:2)
Beauty is... You.
an Eagles flight
an Accelerating Cheetah
the Underwater world
the Terrestrial lighting.
"And God said, Let us make man in our image...and let them have
dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the
cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that
creepeth upon the earth." (Genesis 1:26)
"he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for
the sins of the whole world." (1 John 2:2)
Beauty is... You.
Love, Chapter Header
Is there more to say? The whirlwind of emotions and convulsions that make up these little four letters. An all-encompassing, all-powerful feeling that brings life to it's highest highs and hearts to their lowest lows. There is nothing like it, life without it is always in lack or longing for it.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Welcome to SimpleSincerity
SimpleSincerity.com was a site I created over 10 years ago to post some of my thoughts and feelings back when I was writing on a regular basis. The following are segments from the book that was original published in the 90's. Feel free to comment and let me know what you think...or don't think.
Cheers,
Jeff
Cheers,
Jeff
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