How do I feel?

I gave up what is real

Gone is the nearby love
Gone is being in-love, happiness
Gone is the bond we worked hard to obtain
Gone is the obsession I had for your attention
Gone is the feeling of your affection
Gone is the hope of eternal perfection
Gone is the life together in progression
Gone

I gave it all up for my own selfish needs
Gave it all up for my self esteem
Gave it all up...
Progression