If this is the right decision

cWhy the sense of derision
Why the feeling of lost impression
Why the want for past compassion
Why the desire to feel as though I was uninspired
What is the gap
The feeling of a limb unattached
Questions may never end
Truth will always stand
I felt better the moment I made the decision
The reasons and feelings are not clear now
But the feeling and knowing of betterment to self
Are noticeable and audible to my senses and heart
As bad as I feel
Underneath lies a sense of zeal
Right or wrong I do not know
Time will tell
Decision made
Betterment on its way

Sorrow has set in

Feeling as though I have committed a sin
Nothing done wrong

Good byes are an easy thing
Knowing
Good byes are deaths living
Unknown

See why many give up flight
Returning to the carnage they call life

Oh so tempting to return
Only to get out of this current gloom

Where you wrong? Where you right?
Many times the answer lies in flight

Set yourself completely free
If it returns in happiness and progress
It was meant to be
Hold it for eternity