Medical School

You are your own plastic surgeon
We are all cut, sliced, gashed and burned
The only person that can heal those wounds is you
It takes time, effort, pain, humiliation, and love
But in the end all that is left is the memory of an ugly scar that is now a perfect specimen
Nobody is impressed with scars unless they have been healed and show no more
Stop hurting yourself and Start healing.

Corner Stone

Self-esteem can be built on things, accomplishments, awards, prizes, deeds, talents and on others.
A lasting self-esteem is built on feelings, emotions, loves, passions, desires, blessings and on YOU.

Detained

We are all manic/depressant, anorexic, bulimic, psychotics
It is the power within us, the desire, the will, the strength that
We have that makes us break these chains of bondage and move on with a
Fervency of life
The shackles always remain, to remind us of the victory over bondage and
The humility of our past.

This is me

This is my destiny
My eternity, my desire to be
This is me
My weaknesses, my faults
My sorrows and tumults
This is me
The power to be what
I WILL BE not what I can be,
Not what I could be, not, what I could have been and not what I would like to be
This is me
I WILL be what I want to be
I WILL fight
I WILL struggle
I WILL suffer
I WILL win
I WILL be what I want to be
There is no stopping me
This IS ME.

Successful Mirrors

The only person that a successful person fears is the person they see when looking in mirrors

Pottery

There is a spirit in every creation of Gods hand
A spirit is increased by obedience and observance to God's plan.
Man is the only spirit that varies in such a sporadic and energetic way,
Only he can determine and define his stay
That spirit is challenged, burdened, bludgeoned and bewildered until all that is left
The core of righteousness, of goodness, of mercy of compassion, of trust, and of obedience
This is where our life begins and the spirit is put into our hands
To be treated as clay for our molding, with each challenge burning away the soot and miry clay
Hardening until solid.

Good/Bad

Dreams are things that begin with things within your means
Dreams are not bad or good, but signs of future scenes.
Dreams are for us to see what we will be and how we will react to the powers that be.
Dreams are the greatest key to see your destiny.
Just look at your dreams and see how they apply to me.

In All Things

Virginity is a sacred sign, a right and privilege that should not be resigned
It is not sex or the thoughts and actions thereof
It is purity, validity, sincerity, sanctuary, maturity, morality and the honor to be
Virgin lips, lies, ties, virgin truth, honor, respect, happiness, eyes
Virginity is lost through life
A virginity far more powerful, hurtful, and helpful than any moral act
Virginity, in any sense, is to be cherished, loved, maintained, contained, and spiritually gained
A virgin is brought to earth, not to break and destroy, but to fulfill and enjoy
Virginity is a gift that is given up for our spiritual growth, or our dismay and never ending quest for remorse

Fuel

The rights of man are determined by how much he understands
The more we know the farther we are given roads to go
It is only in learning that we gain power for proper discerning, and this is what keeps our movement churning

Sore Eyes

Appearance is oblivious to the blind.
Rhetoric is diminutive to the deaf.
Actions are absent from the inoperative.
Yet...
The blind can still be beautiful,
The deaf can be eloquent and
The inoperative can be independent.
Appearance is NOT everything...
Our Everything is our appearance.

Confidence is gained by compliance and personal reliance

Stop!

Look at the light that surrounds your life.
No matter where you are, what you are doing, or how dire the circumstance,
There is always an abundance of light.
All you have to do is open your eyes and look for the source.

The Emperor Knows

Appearance is as important as perseverance, adherence, and indecisive reluctance
The shirt you show
The pants you tow
The accessories that glow
The shoes that go
And the socks that occasionally say "Hello"
Appearance cannot be changed unless it begins with the appearance of the inner clothing
What you wear within is what will show without, having no regard for outer raiment's shout

Flight from Comfort to Ecstasy

All humans carry baggage
Whether a truck-load of bags carried with a heavy, wide load
A wallet that only appears when needed or told
All have many opportunities to check their baggage and fly
Home to tranquillity
Many forget that they must leave their bags and start anew
Fresh

Finite is the mind of man

Always dreaming of things to come,
Always looking for power to overcome.
Always searching but never seeking.
Always striving but never internally diving.
Infinite is the mind of man,
The only limitation, are the first two letters.

Sight

Hind and fore
Clarity is supposedly found in these methods of perfecting ones life
Clarity in sight is found in neither, it is found in the sight of
Yourself!

Fighting for you own Property

The want, need and ambition for stability
Are the greatest cause of insecurity
True stability is earned, it is not bought or sold, it is not given to or stole
True stability comes from the ability to be true to oneself

Reflection

A beacon, marker, oasis, and goal
Floating in the heavens, glowing with energy and soul
Ensample to all, the true path to Home
We may look at its patriarch for guidance and direction, soul
A look that is wasted in something too great for human sight, touch or power
Yet in a matter of 12 hours we find our true guidance, like us in power and soul
He holds a translation of our ultimate goal, a spirit, greatness, yet able to behold
In a parable not very well told, we can go blind and be burned by something we do not fully know
Yet we can study and gaze, dream and amaze over something that is less great, but nonetheless...on the way

Value of Truth

The greatest waterfalls flow in perfect rhythmic might, yet with the subtlety of a birds feather carried by the nights wind, reflecting occasional light
The moonlit nights I have seen on many eves tranquil and clean
The colors, the shades, the desire for it to stay
A movie played with every scene surpassing in greatness and
Memorable emotion, promotion and self-fulfilling devotion
The fields and rolling golden hills
Stare for miles
The only thing seen is corn, wheat, and grass, tall and with
The presence of sun reflecting effervescence
Mountains, hills, plateaus and grades all the symbol, emblem of
The mighty parade
Stem to stern, man with his might, money and
Mechanical flight, will never obtain that lofty sight
Oceanic depth, breadth, and inexplicable power over all it has kept
A mystery, true but the greatest of entertainers due to its ability
To show all, but never give the slightest clue
Whistling, whispering, touching and pushing, the wind and omnipresent
Guardian of our life’s need for constant inhaling.
A seldom seen
Ghost of beauty and clarity, yet never leaving and always
Always willing to start the healing
The greatest treasures the earth
Stand infinitesimally small near your person and being

You are the beacon

The treasure, so pure and pristine, unmistaken
An angel of light, love and unmistakable trust
You treasure more the others hand, when in vice you pleasingly stand
Heart and eyes put for the apparent sign
The teaching of things never asked, wanted, or forgotten
The learning of things true direction, foundation, and eternal ramification
An honesty through all, save it be simple diversity
A burden well taken, with toll compassionately accepted as a token
Forgiving in seconds to others indiscretions, yet holding the weight of a long since faded and unnecessary state
Respect, honor, and trust fond for all who travel past
Love, life and light are the beacon you are seen to have in your eyes
The eyes that stand as a lighthouse in a world of fog covered skies

Ignorance is bliss just as
Blindness is clarity

Reflection

I saw my reflection today
Not in a mirror
In the ocean all around
I saw my reflection
In the clouds colorful glow as the sun started its morning growth
In the plants and grass I see as they emit breath to me
In the cement I use but only after tempered more by it's ability to fuse
In the mountains I climb, trails created by the alluvial grind
In the ground I journey all life growing up from it's nurture
In the food I eat, all originating from or made with the great sea
In the sweat I wear and pay others to bear
In the products and supplies I use all background by aquatic truths
Everything I see is part of that ocean reflecting the greatness in
ME

LIFE (chapter header)

A glimpse into the mirror of life sometimes brings us back into the path we may have lost sight of. It is the reality, sincerity, integrity and honesty we need on an occasion to feed us the nourishment we forget to humbly eat.

Colorblind

They say they can see clearly.
I can not. I am colorblind.
Why can't we all be colorblind and see more clearly?

Growth

Friends are many but FRIENDS are few.
Love is an adjective, a verb, or an adverb, yet true love is more than words.
Life is a game, a magazine, or Insurance, so why is life one of
Gods greatest creations?
Home is where you hang your hat, a cocoon for which beautiful, productive
Butterflies can mature before departure.
What is your religion?

Time is NOT money

Time is not money, time is a test for eternity.
Make the most of it.

Acceptable

An inebriate man sits at the barstool pondering the subsistence of the flying pests while the bartender swings frantically trying to kill every last one. "Flies are stupid!” He says to the bemused alehouse administer. "You can kill almost all of them, but as soon as you put that swatter down, the stupid things almost always end up taking a rest on it." "Uh-Ha" The saloon server says as he returns to the tap to serve another round and keep people’s tabacco smoking, while the fly rests on the swatter.

In the rough

I do not know why life is so dark and dismal.
I do not comprehend the importance of pressure.
Life is not easy, Life is Hard.
Cut it out.
Turn on the lights
A spectrum of colors
See every facet
Show the world.
Diamonds are forever.

Speed

Speed is not measured by time, but by the want and need for it.

Beyond appearance

I see fear, pain, anguish, abuse, loss and...
The desire for love, happiness, comfort, worth, independence and peace.
All are found within the countenance we bare.

Terrible 2's, terror some teens, mid-life crisis, all points that we reach where we must decide to go forward or go back.
It is that decision that brings us closer to happiness or closer to loneliness.

Life is a war

We live our lives. Always with a knowledge of the draft, but never with a hope of it coming to pass. We are drafted to fight in battles and wars, sometimes ours, sometimes others we meet along the way. In battle we fight, we struggle, we survive. Nobody wins, unless in pretend. Our wounds are without and mostly deep within. The scars are ugly and sore and filled with sin. In the end we return and begin again. Wallowing in pity, pain, sorrow, and grief are grounds for those that do not change their belief. Praise, Honor, Valor, and Courage are awarded to those that move forward and flourish in their passage.

Communication

Communication is the key to interpersonal relations.
Without it comes deprivation, deterioration and social retardation.
Communication is the foundation, the construction and the completion of
Your cooperative constellation.

Reflections

What or how someone treats you or reacts to you is only a reflection of their problems and inadequacies or powers and qualities.

Regret

It was a normal Sunday drive, relaxing and peaceful to the mind.
We came around the bend and the light began to descend.
The cars were damaged, the people were stressed, the incoming
Shadow began to impress.
The mother was screaming and yelling for help, the cars drove on
On the bridge of regret.
The mother’s eyes were scared and frightened and begging for help.
The baby, blue baby, the eyes that I ignored.
The spirit said one thing, the tires drove forth.
I said stop, but pursued it no more.
I had the power to bring life and to heal a mothers sore.
I remember the eyes, the eyes I ignored.
The eyes of life that would die to bring back the one they adored.
I remember the eyes of death, the eyes
I ignored, the eyes that shade one life and killed two souls.

The baby

The baby I hold, the innocence I behold.
The beginning of a life that will be a story to be told.
The eyes that show no trouble or scold.
The eyes that see no pain from friends or foe.
The eyes that can and will believe what they are told.
The eyes that have not been raped of their innocence, and
Eyes that are not sick of circumstances of worldly cold.
The eyes that see the truth and look far beyond us to see what we know.
The eyes that love with passions loving control.
The eyes that see humor in innocence and simple play, without control.
The eyes that know far more than us, but have a mouth that will not behold.
The eyes that see the good in us and respect us for what we withhold.
The eyes that only see pain in the people they hold.
The eyes that see age as beauty and those closer to home.
The eyes that glisten with power and praise.
The eyes that see the world as an expansive new state.
The eyes that are eyes, just like yours and like mine,
The eyes that say, "Why have you fallen so far behind?"

Chess

64 Squares, positions or points, these are the grounds, the state or the place.
8 meek and mild attributes and traits, pointing in one direction unless faced with restraint. Moving onward, striving for home where they have the chance to reign the thrown. Two towering structures of mystic and archival rank, moving vertically and
horizontally is their only complaint. They are firm and steadfast as long as they maintain the direct and correct path they have claimed. They are honor and pride, dignity, and our soul-to-strive, they are only divided when looking far a side. Not seeing the angels, the obstacles, the trials, this is their weakness, their fall oh so vial. The valiant, the brave, the chariot of fire all moving forth cunningly and avoiding the immediate trial. They are quick and agile, able to move in a pattern of suspicion and subtle. The only fault is the loss of oneself in the pattern of survival, over the ambition for success. The religion, intuition, the spirit, our soul, this is the wisdom and knowledge that makes his control. He stands with his robes and his calling set before, he will cover all angles of ground and no more. His movement is confined to the space he can find. Conversion is the power, the direction and the rank, he must covert himself before taking others home to his bank. He only falls when he watches halfhearted, for those that can move around the weak spirited. The freedom to move at her will and refrain, gives this lady dominance and reign. She is wise and intelligent to sit back and watch her confidants, only rising to solve a problem or interference. Her partner and co-author to the game that we play, stands tall beside her watching, with seldom a word to say. He is all choices rolled into one. He moves very little because of the fun, but only those that don't watch the spectrum are done.

The boy

I began my life, just a small boy, with trouble and strife.
I fought my way through the sorrow and the pain in hopes that someday I would not win, but rule and reign the own world that I alone live in. I battled the feelings that held me to the ceiling of singularity and self-pitying shame. I hated the fact that I was stuck to a track with two rails that lead to nothing sane. I fought with the man that was greater and stronger than any great clan, the man that was seen only by me. The man won the battle for many long years, but the man was not ready for a boy and his tears, his anger, pain and anguish that fought the man until the man was just a boy in years. The boy became a man when he was able to take all of the pain and use it as gain against the man he had always fought in vain. The boy, in one day, had grown to a man, due to the strength of an almighty hand. Now the boy lives and uses his brain along with the man that taught him to fight pain, and to move on with life never looking back at the bad that could have grown into a life ending fame.

This is my dream

The dream that I have seen, the one that comes true, every scene.
This is my dream.
The death that I have seen,
The screams behind the death and their shattered dreams.
I saw the screams, I saw the news clips six months later that
I had already foreseen.
I saw the men run across the screen,
The men I knew and stood with, in my dream.
I see my friends, my family, myself in these dreams,
I've shed many tears knowing the outcome of their means.
I fear my dreams for there in lies the future, the heartache, the unwanted
screams.
Therein lies the dreams that the movies portray in scenes, yet the
Reality plays within the seams that I have seen and only I can mend the
Broken reams.
I don't like to dream, for another dream remembered is a future life
Tattered and waiting to be gathered.

50 States in fifty states

The journey begins with all forms of transportation, for all speeds and conditions that will persist and exist.
You will travel as far as able with no destination but the desire to see and experience everything within a nation.
Your means are determined by the location and situation with which you find your self in and at the time of needed transportation.
Your journey begins from within the state you reside.
It is from here that you will travel north, south, east, or west in destination for nowhere, but everywhere... somewhere to rest.
You travel through Washington, in the middle of a rainstorm.
Through Oregon you journey along the beautiful but treacherous coast.
California is long and covers many moods, but in the end it is so beautiful.
Idaho, you see potatoes, and Craters Of The Moon, beautiful unless winter, which always comes too soon.
Nevada is next, the deserts are so plain, gambling keeps your mind off of the mundane.
Utah's mountains are a sight to see, tough to travel through but worth the scenery.
Arizona dries you out, unless you’re north away from the drought.
The west-coast is only the beginning, a foreshadowing of what will come in your sojourning.
You see the mountains, and the plains, you journey through forests, fields and rains.
This is only the beginning to greater feats yet pending.
You can travel on, in hopes of dreams that can be fulfilled, or rest yourself and retire at will.
You can travel on to see the hills, the plains, the swamps and the oceans reigns, or you can end your journey having seen enough to fulfill your lives dreams.

There is no problem with this route, it just ends and that is your way out.
For those that continue, come vast amounts of precious venues.
They shall see the political places, the capitols of business, the arts, music, and races. They will find the different paths it takes to make your journey a success.
They will see the many options and scenes that make up this journey we continually believe.
They will learn the ins and outs that make it tough, yet in the end they will be greater and more capable to handle the rough.
This journey takes place now, and until the end.
For this journey is
LIFE from start to end.

Obvious rhymes

Foreshadowing is found in all aspects of life.
Everything you do and say is foreshadowing for those that
can read the signs of life, it's designs and grammatical rhymes.

Perspective

Art is perceived by your thoughts and your needs,
Beauty to one is pity to another.
You cannot see through others eyes,
Plus the real challenge lies in your own view of the artistic dyes.

The art of labor

Each profession has a great and profound reward of completion.
The carpenter builds homes and structures that man runs to for shelter.
Cabinets are built to house the handmade quilt or the treasures you hide from the silt.
The money you earn is multiplied by those who financially discern.
Technology is developed which helps man become less trivially enveloped.
Machinery and Metal are forged, in hopes of easing men's need for more.
Maintenance never ends, for time and weather cause great demands.
Entertainment is a relaxing air, it gives us what we want and need without actually going there.
The doctor's schooling is money well spent for it is he that keeps many from having to death-bed repent.
An attorney reads into the law, in hopes of helping, not hurting, depending on which straw he has drawn.
The Beauty of all professions lies not in the pay, but in the rippling reflections.
No man is greater, no man is better, even he who can exist without the help of another.

One's view of beaty

One's view of beauty illuminates ones beliefs.

Reluctance

Reluctance is a sign of insecurity, insincerity or the knowledge to know better.

The bell rings

The fight begins
The doctors say eighteen months to live
The sickness hurts and keeps you from normal work
The realization of death is at hand
What is life?
Is there a plan?
Why me?
Why any man?
I don't know where I'm going, I don't know if where I've been is good enough for my end
I can drop my hands now, take a dive and give in
The fight is over, the pain ends, no more beatings or battles to win
The bell rings
The fight did not end
The cuts and bruises are a thought blowing in the wind
The focus is directed toward a glorious fight and win
The mind is not shattered, tattered, or broken within
Mind over matter?
Fight until the end?
There is no battle, only a means to an end
The bell Rings...

Blind

Hunger, strain, abuse to body and brain,
The need for love, the rape and molestation, unheard of.
The anguish, deceit and plans that you could never meet.
Sorrow for sin, loss of spirit and energetic grin.
Depression, self-aggravation, the need to give up your personal preservation.
The heartache and break that drives your soul through the stake.
The mourning and strain envelopes the loss of a friend.
Unfaithfulness, distrust, breakage of the 10 given us in Exodus.
The scars and marks of a life filled with a dishonest heart.
The disfigurement and attending schegrin, at birth defects and diseases so
Grim.
Death and the feeling of its hour, creeping up every mortal tower.
Bewilderment, underprivileged content, a lack of knowledge and understanding of what is meant.
The love for money, riches untold, a problem for many...
Little do they know.
The want of friends, acquaintances and people to know,
Without the foundation and personal glow.
I want to be blind...
So that I don't have to see.

The weak man's candy

Pity is the weak man's candy.
Praise is the strong man's demise.
Humility is in the eye of him that holds the world by its hand.

The true jeweler

The number of facets we have in our lives is directly proportional to the stability in life.
A flaw is only bad if you make it visible to yourself and to the world and use it against your perfection's, not with.

A car goes by

Sitting in the drivers side is one singing, enjoying life.
A car goes by.
This one a parent, deaf to current peers, children screaming, yelling, hoping for a jeer.
A car goes by.
A business suit so nice, yet his hand grasps his mind looking for a peaceful place to hide.
A car goes by.
The youth love to drive, they don't see the accidents, the cautions, the signs, they speed on with nothing, but everything on their mind.
A car goes by.
Tinted windows, mirroring the outer scene, the only sign of life is a motion and the path steering.
A car goes by.
One dirty, one clean, no difference, just the appearance of the residue from paths unseen.
A car goes by.
The driver’s eyes just rise over the horizon of the dash, they watch and peer to see everything in their years.
A car goes by.
Each driver teaches a lesson or a parable as they drive.
In the mall, in a hall, sitting at your desk, or exercising with all.
A "car" goes by.

The merry-go-round

Children absorb all that is set, or along their path.
Youth question how things work, why the future comes to pass.
Teens ignore all that is good, wholesome, and taught in a class.
Adults explore and find out where to go.
Parents support and learn what it means to grow and come forth.
Elderly look back and realize the path, then take the few steps to get back.

NO!

Self-degradation is the state of life where man, woman and child are put under pressure or wrath.
A time when the mind gives up its rational grind and turns to the darkness that has always followed so close behind.

Equality

Racism has nothing to do with color or religious place.
The moment one places themselves over or better than any
Is the time they realize their need for self-integrity.
The man that is equal to all and respector to many is
The man that goes far and is looked up to by all.

Retirement

Security is the heaven we all try to reach.
The hell we all seem to meet,
And the dream that keeps us all on our feet.
The only religion we have is the belief in our self to gain a heavenly seat.

Geometry

The shapes, figures, features and details of man are the voices, writing, teaching and preaching of our life's existence and land. The terrain is just as varying, steadfast and ever changing as the shapes, figures, features and details of the world we travel over.

Frog

I look at all of my stepping stones in life and realize that they are walls to many...
Maybe that is why I was born with such long legs?

Helping only hurts

Helping others is human nature.
Nature helps others become human.
Human is a nature others help.
Helping others is simple and serene.
Helping hurts when you don't help yourself first.

Reason for meeting

Conversation can be good for personal growth in rhetorical information
Conversation can be for self-sublimation, or the avenue to build others path toward perfection.
Conversation can be for pain, or the mopping of its sometimes-messy remains
Conversation is best when it is used to fill you, or others, with that pertinent to forward progress

Where does it begin?

The fight over a toy?
The yell at a sibling for a wondering eye?
The argument over something that cannot be remembered at end?
The commotion caused when they hold another’s hand?
The fists that fly over "land"?
The debates over offices, governments and estates?
The words that break a marriage's years?
It all begins at the birthing stand?
Where you spanked to come to life?
Or where you brought to life by a miraculous device.

Take and give

There are things in life that man does not want to give up.
There are things in life that man will not give up.
There are things in life that man must give up in order to survive.
There are things in life that man can give up in order to come alive.
There are things in life that man gives up in order to help man.
There are things in life that man gives up in order to help himself.
There are things in life that man gives up in order to help future lives.
There are things in life that man gives in order to help future lives.
There are things in life that man gives in order to help himself.
There are things in life that man gives in order to help man.
There are things in life that man gives in order to come alive.
There are things in life that man gives in order to survive.
There are things in life that man will give.
There are things in life that man wants to give.
There are many things to give and to give up, the hurt comes when you have to do both.

I hold nothing

The greatest possessions are those without substance.
The most memorable pleasures are maintained by feelings and a mental photo.
The lessons learned are tested by your desire to yearn and your actions in turn.
The emotions, passions, obsessions and aggressions are as valuable as the reaction you can have on those around you, during their conception, inception, and lasting impression.
The greatest possessions are those with personal sustenance.

Seven years bad luck

The mystery of man is his mystery of himself.
The same person looks totally different,
Depending on who looks at the mirror.
Are you viewing yourself?
Someone else?
How are others viewing you?
Pain ensues when the mirror you have come accustom to, is not the image others see in the same mirror.

Carnivore

Sadistic, we wait for our next serving.
Served on a plate, never what we want.
Never what we need, aimlessly willing to concede.
Pain is the pleasure, the abyss of sorrow and pity we pay ourselves.
Respect is why we bleed, it is easier to receive than to inflict.
Inflict is all we see, does it ever end anywhere but me?
Is it better to end a cycle, dead, or live a life running in circles?

Sight - Sound - Smell

Picaso, Monet, Van Gogh, Rembrandt, Botticelli, and da Vinci
Each piece of art, worth years of work
The focus of their art, Beauty on Earth
The value of their work is well known
The origin of their work, is little known

Respector of money

Two hours of work for every one hour of pay
Money holds a value of it's meaning
He who earns dishonestly, easily, frivolously, and hurtfully
Gives or buys with the same values attached
He who truly earns his pay
Pays honorably and with far greater value

Beautiful ugliness

The beauty of life lies not in its purity or perfection

The beauty of life stands tall and with great attention

The beauty of life moves in all directions, always forward,
Some times in contradiction

The beauty of life drives man to survive with all of the power horses can contrive

The beauty of life jumps to all levels of delight
Great and ornate to a very placated state

The beauty of life flies with weightless wings
Dreams that keep us aflight because of their
Reality and possibility to become means.

The beauty of life rises after every fall, always
Toward the end of the furthest star in the
Most distant constellation, infinitely far

I am the blind man boxing

You are the undisputed champion.
Continually punching, never stopping, never caring,
Holding me to the rings. Knowing my unconsciousness, knowing my weakness, knowing my blindness, knowing every blow counts for another point. You are the champion, never ending, you are the champion undisputed even after your post-bell, ringing blows. The purse is all that matters, not the hospitalization of the blind man, never seeing the blows. Knowing in the end you will get the belt, the ring, just about everything, as long as you can keep on boxing those without offenses to fight back in the ring. You love the glory, the fame the fact that it's your name over the ring. All that matters is the purse and the ride home with a belt of magnificent social worth. The taunting and scorn give me the desire to never see more. Those attending are just as capable and acceptable to the sport of beating another with a weakness that in reality should be a strength.

Poster child

Living a life in a dream, seen on the silver screen.
Playing the part of someone I have only seen.
Day by day I search for that missing scene.
Hour after hour I convince myself of its reality.
Minute by minute I play the parts of those I consider redeeming.
Never believing in the life I am living.
Looking for the beautiful, rich, and famous that I grew to know
"So well."
What will happen when I find that they are just like me,
Minus the dreams and hopes for a twisted reality.

Alas three boys

Three totally different ways of life.
Boys different external, but internal alike.
One wealthy, healthy, and famous in his time.
Wealthy from birth, wealthy from work, it didn't matter with him he ended up an arrogant, self-righteous jerk.
Healthy by blood, healthy by drugs, the only thing that stood in his way was a mirror and a non-cast-iron feather.
And they never stepped back to notice their error.
Famous by name, famous by unscrupulous fame, the only thing wrong in his life was not getting cast for the greatest roll in claim.
In this stage they are praised, worshipped by many, sought after by insecurity, building their confidence in transparency.
His life is exactly that, never less, no more.
Time on earth tells many lies.
The true clock shows life on earth as a simple tick-tock, behind the sill.

The driver to my right

Contemplating a red light buried under the reminiscent remorse of a day.
Carrying a sales line, wondering, hoping, dreaming of today's wages, sublime.
Selling our souls for another night at home.
Winding down the day until the moment of peace and tranquillity.
The alarm rings, the outdoors sing, the soul of man brings him to bat,
For yet another swing.

Longevity

Longevity, man's sobriety.
Eternity, only ends in man's inability to see.
Nirvana is an easy place to reach, open your eyes and see.

Short or long board?

Waves surround us every day.
Waves of all kinds come in life's journey away.
Paddle against the waves, or surf each one like it's your ambition in life.
Respect, Honor and Trust.

Common ground

Interpretation of tongues is most difficult when two natives share the same views, at different angles.

Time, the comedy in rhyme

Everyone has their own zone, no one is a standard.
Jet lag begins when you enter another's land.
It is not right to end your travels,
But they are very taxing and quick to ravel.
What time is it? And where will you travel?

A project of weight & separation

The centrifuge is author of fulfillment/deprivation
Finisher is definition, or a mixture of confusion

35,000 feet / light speed

The jet departs from the hanger of hustle and bustle, trend.
The ascent is upward but the force backward, like running in to hurricane winds.
Propulsion begins, as does pressurization to drums within.
Sublimation, during the cruise at speeds long unfathomed.
Descent in tribulation much the likes of sitting in a box being hit by a boxing champion.
Arrival with anticipation, curiosity of a changed nation.
Opened doors, and hugs of love and admiration, talks of travel and the journey to a "new" destination.
In the end, on the journey from the hanger to home you realize the only thing that has changed is the use of what's on the hanger and what's being warn.

Decide and don't chide

Ethics and morals are defined by the line which they dance about or stand stead fast.
The line for some is a guide of how far they can go and an easy step back for those that stumble over it's invisible standard of self. Yet to others it is the line which separates freedom from vice, the furthest point from which they would live their life.

True education

Theories, concepts, ideas, inventions, realizations,
These are definitions to someone's self-realization, but can also be excuses for
Self-Desecration if not tempered with others, equally integral, revelations.

Thespian

Finding one's self is the greatest of life's discoveries,
Using others to find one's self is the greatest tragedy of life.

Eating air

The shaded dream, window opening to a ream of concrete scene
Vision through blurred screen, a free pass to a play, long since closed, condemned, Dead
Sound and words of foreign cacophony, rhetoric of an unknown continent
Conversation without contemplation valuation, words of wisdom for excretion
Construction absent foundation, the man without a bone in his body
What Remains?

Value of money and man

As the value of money becomes more important to man...
The value of man becomes as precious as the paper we recycle and use as fuel to heat our hands.

Limited scope of time

The minuscule mind of those who see only the world and it's limited scope of time.

Join in

Escape from the worldly is advantageous and worth nobility.
Escape from the world is deteriorating and worth sterility.

All generations have an "X"

The value of X is defined by,
Ethics, Morals, Values, and Goals.
Some in a generation find great value...
Others find...X<=0

Self belief

I, struggling with the simple mind of feeble man, spend many moments trying to determine the blueprint of matter, it's path and respect for honor and trustworthy command. I know and understand its simplicity and reliance on faith, in order for all to come to be. The question of where it all begins, how it ends, and who is the proprietor, is irrelevant unless you have a faith in a simple belief.

Open air

Fear, trepidation, bewildered by expectation
Traveling through your home in darkness,
Worries of the table, chair and your shins painful echo
Anticipation of an unknown score, perfection, rejection, nothing more
First time behind the wheel, the only view...
Death seen on the reel
Gold medal or nothing ever, crouched at the line, ready to race
The preceding seconds of breaking, slow seemingly ending with a long beginning
Moments before they announced my name,
On stage to stake an unestablished claim
The feeling after, a 7,000 witness personal attack with laughter
That moment in school, when all children look upon you, as the fool
Those fears and realities combine to equate in an experience of
Unmistaken fear and personal questioning of "why am I here?"
There is nothing that can replace, or put you in a better place,
The resolution of the fear, that you so dearly hold in its protective place

Education is unequivocally man's greatest gestation.

Drip

Life's subtleties are the most magnanimous sincerity's
The slightest calm soothes the greatest storms and the
Finite ripple ensues into the largest waves of trouble

It is our own incongruencies that damn us from life's affluencies

Where do you go when there is no road?

Where do you turn when all road maps are burned?
What do you do when the vision is blurred or esque?
What direction do you follow when your transportation is swallowed
The path is clear
The direction straight
The only map needed is a push toward forward flight
Not looking back at what drives you from being late

By their fruits ye shall know them

You can talk, listen and read everything about someone
Until you see their reactions to daily challenges and successes
You never know the person until you know their frustration and elation.
You never know the person without seeing them serve without condition.
You know the doppelganger, not the person, unless you share a spiritual vision.
There is no greater truth than ones association and dealing with children and youth.
Alone they must be, if you want to see desire, will and stability.
Together, both must succeed independently but share jointly.

Excuses

Excuses are for those who know all and learn nothing.

Mid-day sunlight

Dawn doth bear the burden and joy of every generation
Rising in brightness and glory, dispelling all darkness and gloom
Hiding behind the clouds waiting for the moment to burn away all doubt
Closer it seems than at any other time during its season
Eclipsed by another being, only shortly and never diminishing its being
Not noonday, sunset, summer or spring but arising brightly every morning
It matters not what lies in the path, just the steadfastness to remain and glow brightly with all that it hath.

One another

The journey for one is the pace for another
The strength for one is the leverage for another
The beauty for one is the boredom of another
The magnificent for one is the slight for another
The glory for one is the intrigue for another
The profound for one is the common sense of another
The goal of one is the expectation for another
A focus of all perspectives is perfect and pure in value and direction
Relativity balances out our quality and quantity of life
No man has greater, is greater or is given more
Mankind is a balanced blessing of opportunity, diversity and
The desire to move foreword and upward in life's felicity

Mother's / Father's Day

Parents have sacrificed greatly in these days
In sacrificing self for the betterment of the children
Many parents have sacrificed their children in providing for them
Childhood is for education appreciation, respect, admiration, concentration
We grow by these, we learn by these and we pattern our lives after these and other
Forms of self fulfillment, development and betterment
In an effort to make the lives of our progeny better...
We have dipped them further into the well of lost esteem
Work, determination, organization, respect, for any, love, honor, chivalry,
Charity, service, humility, and faith these are the builders and makers of a better life
We must give them what lets them succeed, not
Shelter them until they can only believe and see what
We place upon them as reality
Let them be...by showing them true charity
Sacrifice by education, example and provisions but only to the point of giving
Taking begins when you deprive them from the chance to grow and learn
Sweat, succeed, fulfill, complete, fail, prevail, and earn
What they have the right and need to build their
Self-esteem

Life is not what you make of it

Life is what you choose it to be
You choose the destiny of your life
Not the trouble, adversity and roadblocks
The disposition to be the victim or
The recipient of a lesson

No philosophy

Racism is the manifestation of those who have no personal foundation
Human is what we are, have been and will always be

The past and future are not occurring at this time
Those who live there have no sense of reality
They cannot sensibly talk with dexterity through genuine sincerity

Reality is the ability for us to see that
Human is a state of being, not a color, country or state of thinking

You maintain your state by holding true to your instinctive traits
None of which judge by color, creed, state or fate but

By the want and desire for every being alive to be the winner of the
Human Race

Construction

It is the cavalier that hate discussion, despise precaution and bureaucratic information

They charge forward with heads held high, missing much

Moving forward in hopes of the clutch of greater success wealthiness

They corporation, slow and tedious as it may be, covers all, nothing overseen

Taking care of its own, each employee protecting their thrown

Missing very little due to bureaucratic dribble

Making sure that in the end each goes home with something in hand

You make the choice, with no wrong or doubt in voice

Choose to be rich with that extremely high risk or

Choose to be stable with a nest-egg for home when you've completed your cradle.

Or not to be

Progression, the greatest feeling life has to offer
Obsession
Prosperity, the byproduct of work toward further progress
Posterity
Reality, The opposition that causes trouble and strife, part of life
Personality
Infinity, the never ending round of our work for destiny
To Be

Excretion

The matter unused, unneeded, or displaced from consumption

Aggression, digression, pain, suppression, retention, sadness, remorse, discomfort, distort, regret, and a feeling of debt comprise a small number of the human excrements.

A number far greater and physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually taxing to the bearer but multiplied ten fold to the one the bearer chooses to unload

These are they, abuse of any kind, misuse, jealousy, lust, rape, hate, incest, those who molest, cheating, treating as if nothing is there, unwilling or anything that harms, hurts or keeps another from moving forward in their meet for life's eternal comfort seat of self esteem without defeat, those who try to keep others from this place, are worse than excretory matter by far and away

Their placement in others residents, and willingness to put on others a burden unnecessary and in no ways complimentary shows that they have no life of their own, except the matter much worse than excretory sludge.

The very foundation comes from their lack of personal devotion
They feel gain in nothingness, negativity, the demise of others personality.

Let me introduce you to a smell much worse, a poison from its very birth, and an evil as great as any on earth.
Anyone that must gormandize another’s youth in hopes of finding their own truth.

If this is the right decision

cWhy the sense of derision
Why the feeling of lost impression
Why the want for past compassion
Why the desire to feel as though I was uninspired
What is the gap
The feeling of a limb unattached
Questions may never end
Truth will always stand
I felt better the moment I made the decision
The reasons and feelings are not clear now
But the feeling and knowing of betterment to self
Are noticeable and audible to my senses and heart
As bad as I feel
Underneath lies a sense of zeal
Right or wrong I do not know
Time will tell
Decision made
Betterment on its way

Back off and move forward

The only thing that transcends
The perfection’s we obtain in life's trends
Bringing life into the world
Raising them with agency and the
Ability to survive on their own two feet
Independently
With the faith and trust of your certainty

Such a beauty inside

The beauty that lies within
Through the doors
Through the walls
Through the sorrow and falls
Through the pain
Through the suffering held within
Through the trust that was dismayed
Through it all there lies within

A treasure unimaginable and greater than all tangible
A treasure so precious it is held within the aforementioned carcass
A treasure so grand as to touch the hearts and lives of all that stand
A treasure so pure only angels can compare or be trusted with its handsel
A treasure so great, even the owner, knows not it's power or heavenly state
A treasure seen in the eyes and simple acts against diversity

The beauty that lies within
Shows itself simply and in an amount that we can handle to see
One day it will glow and be an illumination to one that is deserving of its show

Until that time, hold pure the light of day.

Sorrow has set in

Feeling as though I have committed a sin
Nothing done wrong

Good byes are an easy thing
Knowing
Good byes are deaths living
Unknown

See why many give up flight
Returning to the carnage they call life

Oh so tempting to return
Only to get out of this current gloom

Where you wrong? Where you right?
Many times the answer lies in flight

Set yourself completely free
If it returns in happiness and progress
It was meant to be
Hold it for eternity

What is it you hide?

Why the opacity in your eyes
Why the cover or blanket over the reality of your other
Why the lie to every other in your jest or hope for cover
Why the hope and want to be another
Why the darkness held far under
Why the gloom and dying of the true self that lies in waiting

Why the fallacy?
Why the dreams of another reality
Running from sanity
Living false reality
Hiding truth and eternal happiness in hopes of avoiding the
Pain that caused this mess

How do I feel?

I gave up what is real

Gone is the nearby love
Gone is being in-love, happiness
Gone is the bond we worked hard to obtain
Gone is the obsession I had for your attention
Gone is the feeling of your affection
Gone is the hope of eternal perfection
Gone is the life together in progression
Gone

I gave it all up for my own selfish needs
Gave it all up for my self esteem
Gave it all up...
Progression

What a wreck

We will slow as the lights flash on the side of the road
Yet, we go on living our lives in just the same position as those suffering
Just no blood, physical pain, or temporal destruction
Just as tragic, more drastic, less magic for others to watch
Insurance is found in self-assurance

Tragedy

Not in the past
In making it last

The past leaves when all thoughts, actions, reactions and distractions of it
Are gone, never to return or pup up out of turn

Does this ever happen?
Only when you live in the present
With a dream and yearning for the future

Make it happen

There is no comfort in pain

Stretching it to the limit brings healing
Quickly and with far greater stability

Letting pain hide only multiplies it’s
Ugly eye
The next time it decides to come alive

Hide and seek in an empty room

There is a funny misconception in this life
Lies
All are readable through your eyes.

Opacity

What is your distance of vision
Have you clouded your life with unnecessary white
Have you fogged up your site with precipitous plight
Have you smogged your existence with harmful pollutants
Have you created illusions from heat raising delusions
Have you rained out distractions that have impeded your direction
Have you snowed on the problems that needed purity and a frozen reality
Have you stormed and blown to send things to their proper home

Site is an infinitesimal portion of vision
Desire, ambition and imagination are vision

Human integrity

The power to be
To continue on being

The power to become
To continue on and run

The power to overcome
To reign over as the sun

The power to be one
To find oneself
To find human integrity

? you are Who

Acquisition is a part of life's deposition
Did you find the faith to last
Do you have a belief and stand for your past
Do you have a knowledge of life's everlasting entity
Do you have friendships, trusts, and relationships
How much did you learn, grow, build your knowledge, and then act so
In conclusion, what was your mission?

Regresh

Familiarity is how we should lead
By the lessons we long ago agreed to be
By the examples that were set prior to our notice of it
By the words that were taught or sung
By the actions that were shown on how to run
Why attempt to live what we do not know
Why not live what we know, just have to relearn

Relative Size

High above the mountains
Lay a mountain greater still
Foundation of strength and immobile wealth
Built toward the skies in the direction of light
A marker, beauty and journey for all to experience and see
An eternal edifice, always growing, showing
Still a greater mountain found in humanity earthly bound

LeyeF

A linear device
Forward or aft it moves
One dimensional

Out ward we must reach
Through the edges, boundaries, breach
Find the depth, width, breadth

The dimensions that make us whole
The substance, sustenance, countenance
Glow
3-Dimensional

Reason for our existence

Pain, poverty, sorrow, sin, suffering, rape, abuse, resistance, captivity, insecurity, handicap, all forms of set back

How do we react?

All is blessed who takes, receives, is given and bleeds
With a smile and realization that it is but one mile

Racism

The only race in humanity
Success in, with, for, from self

Success in, with, for, from self
The only reason for energy

The only reason for energy
To become a blessed race
Humanity

Down Comfort

I awoke one day to my own tears
The night before I fell asleep
Unknowing
I dreamt of the abuse, neglect, and an instance of molest
I dreamt of the pain, mental strain, and questionable plain
I dreamt of the distrust, lack of love and hatred
I dreamt of the never-ending bond I gained through these chains
I dreamt of the hardships that would confuse my relationships
I dreamt of the troubles I would have with self worth
I dreamt of the darkness that would consume a part of my life
I dreamt of another life just before the light
I dreamt of the life I live and love

I dreamt I woke free from the yoke
I awoke one day to my own tears

Insecurities

All mankind have insecurities
The strong make them securities
The weak make them complexities and inabilities
they are the greatest entry point into a world of simplicity
In-securities are simply that, an exit into an open security

Regret

Foolishness begets regret
Actions that cannot be dethroned
Words that spread, like wind, unable to append or mend
Deeds that are not forgotten or scar beyond recognition
Time spent in retract, restep, rescind,
Regret.

Who is your leader?

Who is your leader?
A man
A woman
A star
A musician
An artist
A success
One depressed or repressed
A model
A leader of followers
A leader of self
An owner of wealthThe greatest leader the world has known and the only leader that can bring you to a home of simplicity and lasting sincerity...Alone.